One Change

[tenks]

Eat some spiders you bug-infested subhuman fuckface.

[Fear]

Gain some weight and not be called a stick anymore.

[Jojishi]

Social interaction actually coming natural to me. I can't even talk to people some times. Online I'm totally fine because no one sees some nerd with a face full of acne, wearing glasses and who is extremely skinny. I also have an extremely monotone voice and I can't read body language and in general I'm just extremely awkward. I wish so hard it came natural to me because people judge... And every single person's first impression of me is some dumb, awkward and clumsy person.

It's only when people get to actually know me that they see how wrong they were. I've been told personally by some people that they thought I mentally challenged or extremely boring. Then they find out I'm smarter than they thought and actually really cool and funny to be around. It's just that the majority of people judge and first impressions mean everything...

So if I could change anything I would change that. Being isolated and misunderstood by everyone sucks so much.